God, I Give Up

I don't think anyone on earth, who supposedly has so much going for them, has been rejected as many times as me.

Two women already, since I moved to Raleigh, and it's likely about to be 3.

What did I do so wrong, or what is so wrong with me that I need to be avoided at all costs?

43 years old, and my family tree is basically dying with me. So it's on me. Somewhere, I screwed everything up.

Maybe people are just assholes.