God, in this cold, I need relief. These elements I am connnected to, I can not break from their pull, from their influence. These forces come together, they combust, and their reaction is felt far and wide. They surround me always, most often staying to themselves. When they meet, it is chaos. It is my worst fear. It is heartbreak. It is helplessness. And sadly, it is inevitable.
Now I know these are the times I cry out for you. I need your spirit. I need to feel your presence more than I have never needed to feel anything in my life. Tonight, I am surrounded by so much, yet I feel so alone.
I don't know if I will be able to sleep at all tonight. I need courage and I need direction and I change. Most of all, tonight I pray for peace. Please.
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